I just read my last
post, (i mean post from my one note, fortunately i have no time to post it here and I am just like giggling to my self lol
How could I became
mad like those? Like a bitch
No way
Hahahahaaa
I should feel so
grateful because God give me a really good time with him
Share my favorite
love story although he never felt the same?
Loolll
And I should know
who I am and who he is
Realize, recognize…
I should learn more
about that verb
He is really rare
guy
You know, I don’t
know if he is a real dork or just pretending being a dork
He is so innocent,
declared about his feeling
And he never
realized that automatically it could hurt someone else's feeling
But he always treat
like that……
And I don’t know,
maybe that was the girl's fault, because give him her whole and fluffy heart
lol
It should be not
like that
I don’t know oh my
god
This was so random
But at least I have
ever try a very good-damn relationship
And I never regret
that but it doesn’t mean if I expect that relationship anymore
And right now maybe
this time, I declared to close my heart, and I never let a person sink to deep
into my whole life
So maybe I should
give a more space
Relax, I am not
lesbian OK
Ok I can't lie to my
self
But if I keep this
unhealthy relationship, maybe I can died rotten
It is the best way
And I have predicted
all of this story so I shouldn’t look so
shocked
I have a thick heart
But a worst mood
because it can swing anywhere
I have some advice
for today
Don’t forced your
self to forget everything you want to forget
Because that thing
will always taunted your life like a v
oldemort when his name called
Share your story so
you can reduce this unbearable feeling, so your heart feel lighter than before
And doing everything
to make yourself happy
You are the girl who
worth fighting for
Just love your self
<3
Believe in miracle
God has da best
